I’ve been strong at some points in my life, I’ve been weak at some points in my life.. but, never have I just been in the middle.
I’d like to think that everything I do can impact some part aspect of my life. Maybe that’s being in the newspaper, and someone I’ve never met wants to know more about me. Or maybe it’s leaving a party that’s going to give me a repuation that I DON’T want. Whatever it is - I’m not always putting forth the greatest ability of thought that I should. If I thought things over, and put everyone’s feelings into consideration before mine - at all times, I think my life would work out a little easier.
I’ve had the best years of my life being friends with the people I am friends with now. Not to single anyone out - but the best years I’m referring to are the ones that are more safe, meaningful, full of joy, and good for everyone. Not the ones that were wrong, cruel, and sad. (not saying there have been times like these in the last years.)
I feel like from lack of thought and courtesy, I haven’t treated everyone equally. I have focused on the NEGATIVE parts, that have drawn me away from some friends - instead of embracing the traits in them that I love. I have listened to untrue drama and gossip about the poeple I love - and it made me not want to walk any closer. If I sit back and look at the memories and the GOOD, it makes me wonder why I can ever be so stupid. So dumb to do that to people who mean so much to me. I can count on my friends for anything - and I’m trying to think more and recongnize more positive things throughout my week.
Today is the last full day left of Summer, before school starts up again, tomorrow. I’ve blocked some people out of my life, I’ve made some great memories, I’ve realized a lot of things, I’ve met some amazing people, and I’ve also been in some tiffs. Overall, I had one of the best Summers. Might as well share my highlights.
* Huge sleepover & lake fun with all the girls
* Spending just about every second with Mckalah Meier
* Teaching Ariana how to swim
* Sarah and I discovering how to get major laughs out of changing the vowels of words & phrases.
* Panama City Beach, Florida with my Youth Group
* Bonding with my Gradma and cousins in Ohio
* Camping with my Youth Group
* Hugs & Cries with Niki Mahoney
* Long talks and bonding with my sister before she goes to college
* Moving Nicole into her house
* Spending so much time with Jess
* Kenzie texting me every day
* YouTube wars over FB
* Going just about everywhere
* And just being alive
In everyday word you look around and see kids everywhere. Whether it be a baby, child, or adult.. everyone was born onto the world with parents.
A mother and a father have sexual relations & make a baby that is supposed to grow up into this world knowing they will always have someone to count on.
That means be the best parents to the greatest of your responsibility.
Hey, I’m showing McKalah how to use this…. Yay!
Awesome…. NO!
I’ve got some amazing friends.
Ya know.. not everyone means the same to an individual. I might have friends that I’m serious with or friends that I have heart2hearts with.. but, I also have some that I’m totally fun around. They all serve a different person, yet mean different to me. I’m glad there’s such a variety out there … <3
so glad you’ve joined :)
Uhm, so we are just hanging out talking to some random kid. Any other day we’d be watching a movie or talking about how stupid so & so is. But we are actually surfin’ da web. Yeah, we are awesome. It’s Spring Break 2010 & I’m having a goooood time.
:) I love Mary Nicole Mahoney.
baby ari <3
I hate that feeling when you get so close to someone & you do nothing but treat them well. Then they just ignore you some days and act like you mean nothing. Makes so much sense, right? No.
I’m getting several things in the mail as well as several e-mails. Trying to sort through it all right now!